The beginning

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Liliana Sapiel- blog post 6

This is the story of the very beginning of a new discover, but also a new beginning of
generational pain and suffering. Native Americans have coexisted with the pilgrims, the British, the French, and the Spanish, but everything was not as fine and dandy as it may have been put out to be. Native American history is one that consists of mass genocide and should not be ignored.
Columbus wasn’t the first to discover America because Native people were already there. He was not the first person to discover native people, the French were the first. Lastly he did not land in america but instead landed in what we call today, the caribbean. Soon after Columbus, the pilgrims settled and were greeted by the wampanoag natives. Native people didn’t greet them with a gift basket and a smile hello but rather kept their distance and observed from afar. Overtime natives started relations with these “outsiders” and began to trade with them. Overtime more people came and with more people came the demand for more land. Of course the native americans denied them their sacred lands that they have lived on for centuries. That would mark a new period of great sorrow and loss for native american history.
Sacred land and Reservations
Land disputes between white people and natives American have been long overdue.
Native Americans have been fighting for their lands since the day the pilgrims settled to the

current days of 2018. Native Americans treasure their sacred lands from every tree to every grain of soil beneath their feet. It’s apart of their culture to respect Mother Earth and to protect it. Many treaties have been put in place to preserve certain areas for native Americans but many treaties have been broken and disrespected. Native history consists of their sacred land being taken away, their life revolves around what has happened because of that. Their lands being taken away still affects people today and their way of life. So when people say natives should put everything behind them because it was so long ago, they’re wrong. Every Native American has experienced the same pain and sorrow in today’s world that happend nearly 500 years ago. There has been generational pain with every native american wheather they like it or not. So I think it’s important not to forget about the past but educate yourself so that history won’t keep on repeating itself.
Many native Americans have forgotten their culture and their old ways of living but the land is one of the only things they have left. Reservations are land specially set aside for native people, but have many flaws in their location. Reservations are usually isolated and located far from cities or regular towns. That makes it harder for their people to shop for regular essentials and creates a harder way of living. Reservations carry the sorrow of many native americans because they have to wake up everyday and be reminded of all the pain and sorrow of each generation who lived in reservations. The history of native american people is a topic that is difficult to cover everything , but a summary is enough to spread awareness and gives people the understanding of who Native Americans are.

Be Careful With Your Sense of Justice

74941E9F-4125-4450-AB43-965CC89EB880In an old movie Walter defends Sarajevo, there is one plot that German invaders, in order to confuse the enemies, they sent an agent to disguise himself as the leader of the underground army, Walter, and egg the underground guerrillas and the patriotic youth on attacking the German delivery crews which had no strategic value for he war, resulting in dozens of young people falling into the Germans’ trap and dying  under a burst of indiscriminate gunfire. Their patriotic blood was lying on the cold streets.

In this plot, there are hatred for the cruel and sinister conspirators and admiration for the hot-blooded and brave young men, but more than that is the great pity of the good failing to recognize the evil–evil wrapped in the clock of justice is the most difficult to identify, but its thousands times more lethal and destructive than the bare evil.

What the “fake” Walter took advantage of, is the “true” patriotic hearts of these young men.

In an American drama Manhattan Project, there is a typical example as well. One of the American physicians were recruited by the Soviet Agent Organization in order to help the Soviets spy on the America and collect the information on America building atomic bombs. The words the recruiting agent used to entice the physician was, “What you do today, is to prevent the atomic bombs from falling on the children and women!” The evil espionage, in the name of peace and sympathy, broke through the last mental defense of this righteous young physician, who went further and further on the path of evil with a great sense of justice, until he indirectly killed his best friend and his wife, leading himself into a state of eternal damnation.

This kind of crime for noble reasons does not exist in films and television only.

Few years ago, there was one young journalist who just started working, driving by the sense of justice, reported an event that people in one of the slaughter houses poured water into the pigs’ mouths at midnight. The informant gave the video that recorded the pigs screaming which aroused the young journalist’s infinite anger, leading him to write an exposure article and finally post it with great effort. The slaughter house later closed down and was fined. But the truth is, that the whole recording and posting stuffs were planned by the competitor of that enterprise which the slaughter house belonged to. These two enterprises were fighting for the name of “top enterprise,” and the informant and video were provided by the competing enterprise. They even paid the boss of this young journalist millions of yuan (1 dollar equals approximately 6.7 yuan), and the boss used some words and sentences related to the ideal vision of journalism, which easily solved this event.

Another example is that every year, a dog lover would find some young journalists to visit his assistance base and to talk about how these “Humans’ Friends” needed help in the name of charity. The young journalists would be moved to tears and write articles that made the readers feel that they had no humanity if they did not donate something. But the words often elicited laughter from older journalists. It was not because the old journalists’ hearts were hard like stones, but because they had seen with their own eyes the huge collection of donated goods that had accumulated in this loving man’s home, including six pianos.

The positive love, respect, and pursuit of justice, benevolence, fairness, and even the country, nation, and religion are the glorious side of human nature. However, when this pursuit is misguided, it pushes the results to the opposite direction. Thus, we need to be aware of the “fake Walters” who channel the force of justice to the dark side, and stay away from them. While it’s difficult to recognize them, there are a few tricks to do it, and the most significant one is not just to hear what they say, but to see what they do.

The goal of justice is never achieved through dark and evil deeds, and calling out for justice is easy and unvalued. What you do and in what ways are the most important.

Not My Flag

 

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Some people claim that Confederate flag symbolizes southern pride. It does not. It symbolizes racism. The Confederacy wanted to secede to protect the institution of slavery. So that begs the question, what are the people who fly the Confederate flag proud of exactly?

Those who say that the flag is part of their heritage may be right, who am I to know their family history, but they should not wield the flag proudly. It should not be fluttering on the backs of pickup trucks, nor should it be hoisted up on flag poles.

The debated over whether the symbol should be banned from schools or not was recently reignited. A high school in Virginia had a Country vs. Country Club day for spirit week, and students came to school with Confederate flags draped over their shoulders. One girl captioned a photo of herself with, “If you got a problem with everything then suck it up, it’s history and heritage, wanna fight history then talk to Hitler I don’t care.” This symbol is part of a racist culture that children are seeing as normal, then they grow up and contribute to the discrimination that is so rampant in this world. It’s a cycle.

This symbol of hate has been too normalized. Hopefully, with the debates happening and the media coverage, more people will begin to realize what the Confederate flag stands for. There was a whole war over this in the 1860s. Hint: the flag does not stand for southern traditions like fishing and sweet tea.

Procrastination

45BD0E61-B75A-44CB-8728-A922964EFF76.jpegThere’s not a whole lot of continuity in life, but one thing has stayed the same for me. My whole life I’ve been a procrastinator. But recently, I find myself putting off more and more work. Freshman year I would start my homework late at night, but I always got it done before I went to sleep. Sophomore year I would begin my homework during the evening and then finish in the morning. Not a great system, but I got done what needed to be done. However, this year, I procrastinate for a couple hours when I get home from school and then I fall asleep without even looking at my assignments.

It’s now a rare occasion when I’m able to stay up past 10 P.M., yet not for lack of trying. I’ll take my homework and projects out, get out my pens, sharpen my pencils, then the next thing I know I can barely keep my eyes open. I get barely any homework done at home, and I’m left rushing to finish it before school and in between classes. I used to be able to stay up all night doing any work that I needed to, and I would feel perfectly fine the next day no matter how little sleep I got.

It’s obvious that that “system” is no longer working, so I plan on completely changing my schedule for the upcoming quarter; I desperately need to. Being a procrastinator isn’t worth the trouble and huge amounts of stress that it’s been adding to my life.

Emmett Till

4291D757-2D7B-4291-A0E8-52AFDE607716     Emmett Till was a fourteen year old boy in Mississippi from the north. One day in August, he may or may not have whistled and said lewd remarks at Carolyn Bryant, the white woman working at a countryside store. (She would later recant her testimony in 2017.) An African American boy doing these actions to a white woman was in no way acceptable in the south during the 1950s.   

       A few days after the supposed whistling, Bryant’s husband and brother kidnapped Emmett Till. They tortured him. They beat him up, gouged out one eye, shot him in the head, then tied a seventy-four pound cotton gin fan around his neck with barbed wire and threw his body in a river. Emmett Till’s body was so mutilated when it was found that he could only be recognized by the ring on his finger. His story was picked up by national magazines, and his funeral was attended by thousands of people. The funeral had an open-casket. His mother chose this, because she wanted the world to see what had happened to her boy. 

     Emmett Till’s murder raised awareness of the harsh realities for African Americans. The “not guilty” verdict in the trial of his two killers and the famous picture of his disfigured body in his open-casket caused national outrage. His murder inspired people to join the Civil Rights Movement. This horrific crime made things personal for African Americans; they knew it could’ve been or could be their friend, brother, or son who was next.

Red Power

The Red Power movement was made up of Native Americans. It was a social movement that took place all across the United States. The movement rose because of policies that were forcing Native Americans off of their land and trying to assimilate them into mainstream society. The movement happened in the 1960s-1970s and had the goal of self-determination for Native Americans. Self-determination is the process of a group being independent and having their own government.

During the Red Power movement, laws were passed that raised funding for school districts that had a high population of Native American children and for Native American hospitals. Other important impacts of the movement were the unification of Native Americans living in urban settings and on reservations. There was also the passing of the Indian Self-Determination and Education Assistance Act of 1975. 

Generations of new Native Americans became involved in fighting for civil rights because of this movement. An essential key in inspiring them was the Wounded Knee occupation, which lasted for 71 days. The occupation’s purpose was to impeach the chairman of the Oglala Sioux Tribal Council, who was thought to be disrespectful of Native culture and too involved with white people.

There were successes achieved for Native Americans at this time, but there is still a long ways to go. Around 24% of Native Americans live in poverty, suicide rates are double than the general population, andthe mortality rate of alcoholism is 514% higher than that of the general population. DFB07AE7-F399-4F42-A69C-426518D3654E

Kids have too much technology at their fingertips

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Technology has really come to takeover our lives in this society we live in today. I’m not even 18 yet and I have seen the advancements before my very own eyes. This can be seen in a good light or a bad one and technically I can see it from both sides.

The good side is that technology has helped so much in fields like medicine, science, engineering etc. We have new ways to perform ground breaking surgeries never done before, we have new devices that help detect diseases or illnesses that we never had before. The advances that have been made really are beneficial if you look at it from that stand point.

Looking at technology from the stand point of someone who was in the last generation that wasn’t sucked into a screen for the entirety of my childhood. Going outside was a thing that I truly enjoyed and my imagination wasn’t based on a game on a phone, or iPad. It kills me to see these five and six year old children walking around holding iPhones. What are parents thinking, why would you give your child a device they do not need at such a young age.

The amount of screen time children have now is ridiculous. Everything in school is based around screens and technology and it’s poisoning kids imaginations. I get that children can do their homework faster and if they need help they can look it up but sometimes the damage technology does outweighs the good it’s bringing to us.

Social skills are going away drastically due to the phones and devices, the amount of physical activity people do has decreased because of the devices, and children’s imaginations are being stunted from this “epidemic” of phones and screens being in front of everyone’s face during every waking hour of their day.

Best Years of our Lives

High school is the best four years of your life! First bit of freedom is explored! More responsibility! You’ll meet so many friends! Everyday is so fun!

These are the stereotypical ideas of high school ingrained in our heads from all the shows we watched as kids. Yet, this is not true. This only applies to some people, not everyone. 

It is not the best four years of your life. You have so much ahead of you, so many more opportunities than just hanging with friends in your town every Friday for four years. Some people may peak in high school and have the greatest time of their lives, but that doesn’t mean you have to. Yes, a little more responsibility and freedom is given. It depends on your parents. Not everyone will have the same idea or experience with freedom and responsibility. You will meet many people in high school. Not everyone is a forever friend. No friendship is guaranteed in life. You’ll forget many as you age. If you’re lucky enough, you’ll keep in touch with some friends, but not with all. There are a few that will always be a sweet memory.

I think these ideals just add to the amount of stress high schoolers are already faced with. We want to base our whole high school experiences on these quick ideas and stories we’ve seen or read. We feel as if we must live up to these expectations in order to enjoy high school. If we spend too much time stressing trying to make these the best four years of our lives, we will lose the actual enjoyment in it all. 

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Treble choir

321FC0EA-17FC-41C5-BC59-E360302EA192Auditions have never been easy for me, but somehow I always push through to the end. No matter what. I have been singing since I was 4 years old so when I found out I could audition halfway through my junior year to be in a better and much more advanced choir class I jumped at the chance.

There were five parts to this audition. All I had to do was perform these five skills well and I would be in. Major scale, sight singing, road map singing, 3 note pitch matching, and happy birthday were all that stood between me and my goal.

I took a deep breath and entered the room. First was happy birthday. I remembered to keep my breathing steady and have good breath support while I sang.

I made it through the happy birthday perfectly, went through my scale right on pitch, nailed the pitch matching, the roadmap singing wasn’t perfect but I kept going. Now it was time for the part I had been dreading most of all….the sight reading.

She looked me dead in the eye and just said, “relax, take a breath because you’re doing great.” This simple sentence put me at ease.

Three runs through the sightreading and my audition was over. This was my make or break moment and my heart felt like it was gonna explode until I heard her say the words “congratulations, you’ve made it in”

I stopped  breathing in that moment as I tried to wrap my head around the fact that I had done it. I had made it through the whole audition and to make it even better she said one more thing… “ also you have a lot of control over you’re voice, it’s a very good skill to have and you’re high notes are absolutely amazing, I’m excited to have you in the class.”

staying on schedule

The daily routine has gotten the best of me. Today was like yesterday and tomorrow will be like today. Although I have found comfort in this routine, as time goes on I’m faced with boredom. It feels like every school day has been the same since November. 

Every morning begins with getting awoken from quacks. Not quacks from an actual duck, I live in the typical suburban neighborhood. Quacks from my phone.  For some odd reason in eighth grade I thought the duck was a good alarm setting and haven’t changed it since. I eat breakfast until 8:42, then proceed to get ready for school. I drive to school, park in almost the same spot every day, and then finish my day at school. Once the bell rings at 2:45, I’m off to practice. You’ll either find me in the auditorium for musical rehearsal or in the gym for track practice and if I’m lucky enough, I’ll be at both. These practices tend to end sometime around 4-6. After I drive home, eat a quick snack then begin my never ending homework. My dad gets home then we eat dinner.  Then back to homework, then to sleep. Wake up and repeat. 

It’s not an awful routine, in fact I enjoy most of it. I just think I need something to switch it up. I don’t know what but something that’ll change this boring routine. 

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