As I sat down an hour or so ago to chip away at my homework, a song came on: Dance Floor Anthem by Good Charlotte. It was like someone slammed on the breaks in my head; my mind flipped, and my heart skipped a beat. Why?
Dance Floor Anthem is a good song. It’s catchy, has an energizing feel to it and some good messages depending on your situation. But it’s not penetrating enough to take my breath away.
What makes this song so personal and touching are the memories and feelings I attach to it. I discovered this song during the most difficult year of my life, and I still feel those hardships when the first notes play. As a seventh grader, I was experiencing the debilitating effects of mental health disorders for the first time. As someone who had never before witnessed such hardships I was finding it difficult to cope. What motivated me to keep going at the time was the music I discovered.
Soon after my mom created a family Pandora account, I was listening to it for hours and hours each day. I discovered Fall Out Boy, Panic! at the Disco, Good Charlotte, All Time Low, and so many more incredible bands who spoke to my struggles. These groups and the lyrics they produced were a testament to what I was experiencing, and that made a world of difference. The music by no means cured my circumstances, but it provided a world of happiness and relief at a time when, otherwise, I might not have had much at all. Patrick Stump, Pete Wentz, and Brendon Urie guiding me as I navigated my new mental reality.
Five years later, I still fight many of the same demons that haunted to me then, to a lesser extent. I’ve grown, emotionally and physically (still waiting for that five foot mark), as well as in my music taste. I still listen to a lot of the same bands as they grow themselves, but the occasional return to my music origins bring about a sense of peace as I remember both the happy memories they brought, and my growth since then.
Olivia

Although not everywhere, I have personally discovered a disturbing amount of negativity on social media. Like with most things there are usually two sides of the coin, however from what I have seen this scale is largely tipped in favor of the down side.




