Fear

Being as the Ap tests are only weeks away and every Ap student is simply terrified, I thought there is no better way to express such a fear then in the form of a blog post. As the days slowly creep away I feel as though my best bet at getting through such a hurtle in my life is to simply not go. I’m tempted to “come down with something” on the day of, to avoid the confrontation all together. Im fearful I will walk in and my pencil will be out of lead. I’m fearful my brain will simply decided to stop working within the first five minutes of the exam. However, most importantly I’m fearful of the fear. I feel as though by such a point in my junior year I should feel prepared enough to take the Ap test, and yet I don’t. Of course I know not to use the words it, this, and you on my paper because the writing will appear to be lazy. Of course I now know how to implement words such as syntax, diction, and pacing into my writing. Of course I know each body paragraph of a well written essay must start with an argument, so well written, the reader will immediately think of the claim from the one sentence. Of course I know all of these things, but doesn’t every other student there? How do I be different, how do I stand out enough to get a 4 instead of a 3? I want the 97 dollars I put down, to take such an awful test, to be worth every penny. I want to feel confident going into testing day, I want to feel smart, as if I can do anything. I want to do good, but the fear inside of me, twisted up within my veins and rooted at my heart, is making such a task nearly impossible.  

Eve Holbrook

Tiny House, Big Benefits

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It has come to my attention that living in a tiny house when I’m older will benefit me in more ways than just satisfying my need for one.  I could go on and on, but for starters, tiny houses can help you to save tons of money, live a greener lifestyle, save tons of time, make room for nature, take your home on the road, bring out your creativity, make things the way you like it.  

Picture this: you just graduated college.  It is time to find a place to live.  Should you move back home with your parents, rent an apartment, or buy a house that you probably can’t afford?  None of the above!  Build yourself a tiny house!  Make it just the way you like it.  When living in a tiny house, you don’t have to spend a ton of money on fen, property taxes, heating and cooling expenses, general maintenance, or a mortgage.  Also, tiny houses consume significantly fewer resources to heat, cool, and construct the house.  Tiny houses take up less space and require less electricity than the average house.  After a long day of working at your new job, do you really want to come home and have to complete a bunch of house chores?  Well, in a tiny house, it won’t take you nearly as long to clean the floors, etc. compared to how long it would take to complete the same tasks in an average sized house.  Want to travel the world, or easily relocate but have the comfort of sleeping in your own bed every night?  You can easily transport your tiny house! Just put it on some wheels and attach it to the back of your car.  Get creative with how you want to organize all of your belongings in such a small space because in the end, it is your tiny house after all, and you can design it to be just the way you like it.  

Whether you are retiring, or just kicking off your life in your own, tiny houses are the way to live.

– Isabella Dube

Self Care

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As I was scrolling through thesaurus.com trying to find the perfect adjective for my podcast, I realized something; I realized that a lot of the words and phrases I use daily, probably have a different dictionary definition than personal definition. As an example, I will use the word lit (which I say way too often). The dictionary definition reads “past tense and past participle of light” (merriam-webster.com), but my personal definition just describes something that is super fun and cool. Another phrase I use too often is self-care, and once again, my definition is very different from the dictionary definition. Merriam-Webster says self-care is “care for oneself” but I say self-care is something else. 

As someone who speaks English and a very tiny amount of Spanish on a daily basis, I trust dictionary definitions and follow them to the best of my abilities. In other words, I’ve never disagreed with a definition of a word, until now. Although I don’t think the definition of self-care is wrong, I don’t think it is completely correct either. I think the definition is missing a certain feeling that I get when I think of self-care. Personally, when I think of self-care I get a very relaxed and relatively relieved feeling, whereas when I read the dictionary definition, I feel like I’m sick and need to care for myself in order to get better. If I could change the definition of self-care, I’d change it to anything that makes oneself feel zen. The dictionary definition and my definition may not seem very different, but with context they are. Take “I didn’t do my homework today.” as an example. If the reason why I didn’t do my homework is self-care, I personally mean I didn’t do it because I needed a day off and to be free. From the dictionary’s perspective, it seems as though I did my homework in hopes of making myself healthy again. Even right now, I know this blog post is definitely not that great, but my excuse is self-care; I’m running low on good ideas and need to let my brain refresh for a week before coming back strong with a better topic. 

Bergen, Norway

Bergen! A rich, historical city on the west coast of Norway. I don’t know why every time I delve into the culture and beauty and history of these places I’m still surprised by what I find, but I am. Bergen is beautiful. Seriously. It looks like it should be the cover of one of those nature CDs they always have advertised in Target. When I asked my Norwegian friend what he most liked about his hometown, he gave me several answers, all vague. At least, I think he did—he’s approximately nine feet tall (by my estimate), so it can be hard to communicate when you stand as tall as his knees. Thus, rather than focusing on a specific bit of history, I’d like to explore the city as a whole (that basically means I’m about to write the best ever Bergen travel guide written by someone who has never traveled there).

Bergen is a coastal city of about 270,000 residents surrounded by mountains and fjords. Despite being the second largest city in the country, it still retains the charm and atmosphere one would expect from a town of a much smaller scale. Many influential figures from all areas of interest have come from Bergen. Historically, a notable figure for me is Edvard Grieg, the pianist and composer (I also learned that he looks like Albert Einstein, but that’s besides the point). For a more modern connection, Kygo, the famous DJ, is also from this city that apparently churns out musical talents.

Bergen is not young by any means; in fact, it is the former center of trade connecting Norway to mainland Europe more than 900 years ago. You might not see any stereotypical Vikings there today, but you would have then. This trade history is easy to see in the architecture of preserved buildings of Bryggen, the wharf and hub of sea trade from that time period. The same history can even be heard in the specific dialect of Norwegian, called Bergensk, spoken by the people of the Bergen area; the strong influence of foreign peoples due to trade altered the language, creating a dialect specific to that region.

Surrounding Bergen are seven mountains, all accessible and all offering views of the beautiful nature around you. The biggest attractions, however, are the fjords. Fjords are water passes carved through mountains millions of years ago by glaciers, some of which remain to this day. Western Norway is home to the largest of the Norwegian fjords, a few boasting branches that are home to fjord villages. From my Norwegian friend, I have gathered that the incredible nature here isn’t just a prime attraction for visitors worldwide, but a gem to the country that its residents are proud of and genuinely take advantage of, making trips to explore and taking it all in. Living from the nature.

There is so much beauty to be found. In Norway, and globally. I really can’t wait for my trip around the world.

Olivia

Ayúdeme (Por Favor)

I’m so happy. So, so happy. And not just at this very moment, either. My every day life is at peace, and so am I. I’m reading books for fun, I’m eating (relatively) healthier, and, most notably, I’m spending time with the people I love. For as long as I remember, I spent every weekend at home, feeling numb to everything around me; today, I face the day with my friends by my side, laughing and joking around. Whether it be attending a club, the mall, or even just playing video games or talking on the phone, I’m pushing myself to new heights through my favorite people, and it feels incredible.

But this is where the sad part comes in: as I’ve taken more time for myself and become more happy because of it, my grades have slipped. Why is it that when I finally reach a level of happiness that has evaded me, mocked me even, for years, the other largest facet of my life suffers for it? It’s not a coincidence, that’s for sure. Despite my efforts, despite help from my family and friends, despite everything, I can only have one or the other. If I choose my studies, I’ll finish my high school and eventual college career with great grades and test scores and a degree in hand. The only cost is five more years of the depression I have been grappling with since the sixth grade. If I choose my happiness, my grades will continue to suffer, taking from me the opportunities I’ve been pushing towards for so long. The opportunities I know I deserve. Because that’s what it comes down to, right? Either way, I know I deserve both. I have the work ethic and the abilities to earn the success I’ve been striving for, the success that has always been emphasized by the world around me. And I, like everyone else on this earth, deserve to be happy, whatever that may mean for me. I know that now. So why is it that school, my stepping stone to future success and happiness, is the one thing preventing it all?

Olivia

Test anxiety is the bane of my existence.

No matter how comfortable I feel with the material, I find myself struggling on every single test, every. single. time. It gets quite old after a while. Sometimes I just want to feel confident about the possible outcome before and after. I couldn’t tell you the last time I finished a test and said, “that went well” without being horrifically sarcastic.

I picture my test anxiety as a being in my head. If it sees a test in front of me, it takes all the knowledge that could possibly be applicable to successfully complete said exam, shoves it into a box, locks it three times, then throws it off a cliff into the ocean and is never seen again. Until the test is gone. Then all my logic and ability to think, floats back to the surface, piece by piece, and I recall all the completely idiotic mistakes I made.

It’s like my brain gets completely wiped. I go blind with utter panic and can’t do even the simplest of tasks without second guessing everything. For instance, just last block, I was taking a calculus test, and long story short, I decided that 2×1=3… Low in behold, that minor miscalculation completely ruined the entire outcome of the problem.

The most frustrating part is, I understand most of what I’m tested on. If I was given the same problem that was on that calculus test, I probably would have gotten it correct. But the second something counts for an important grade, or important anything, I psych myself out immediately. Also, most of my teachers don’t know I have this issue and probably think I’m dumb based on some of the steps in reasoning I take on exams. My test scores don’t show any reflection of my actual ability because I’m stunted by my own stress level, which is slightly problematic because test scores inherently are supposed to be a direct reflection of how much of a grasp one has on a skill. But that’s not the case for me, and for anyone else who has this same issue.

Nicole Cyr

Gillete commercial

Men need to hold other men accountable”
“The boys watching today will be h e boys of tomorrow
It’s only by challenging ourselves to do more that Ed can get closer to our best “

Sexism, oppression, and the battle of the genders, for thousands of years roles have been assigned to each gender and have been set there by society forcing us into believing those roles are who define us as people. These roles are been ingrained in everyday life that they have become almost unrecognizable. The roles of women being soft spoken, kind, gentle, and submissive but these characteristics aren’t who women are as a whole. Just like men’s roles as brave, bold, and strong aren’t their roles either. These roles are society’s roles forced upon us throughout history and ingrained in our minds. Gillette’s commercial is speaking up against these roles by telling their buyers to speak up and break out of these confining gender roles. Gillette encourages to take that step forward to stop the next generation into falling into those confining general roles. In the commercial they often said the phrase “boys will be boys” followed by a scene which showed one father stepping up and stopping a fight between two young boy. By stopping the fighting and not just saying “boys will be boys” they are saying that parents should be taking a step forward in making sure not to let parents assign their kids gender roles. Taking that step forward is taking action and becoming “the best a man can be”. Being a better version of yourself is setting a good example for the next generation. The clips of men saying sexist things and being sexist in the commercial is to raise awareness of sexism in everyday life and to hold men accountable. The point of the commercial isn’t to vilify all men but to hold men accountable for their sexist ways. All men are sexist but it’s the men who chose to accept their sexism and grow from it are the men are the men being “the best a men can be”. The commercial also touches up on the point that the boys watching the sexist behavior of other men are the men of the future. That is why it is so important to change sexist ways and gender roles so that the future generation will learn and change the behaviors of the past.

Liliana Sapiel

Best Friends

Every single time I write a blog post I have no idea what to write, my brain goes blank, and instead of starring at my iPad for hours trying to come up with a decent idea, my first step is to always go to the knower of all knowledge Kaitlyn Genest. 

Every week I ask the ultimate question: “what should I write my blog post about?” and every week she never fails to give me an answer, always jokingly throwing in the thought that I should write one about her. 

Seeing as the school year is so close to ending third quarter, I thought there was no better time to write such a entry then the present. 

I know everyone feels and acknowledges that their best friend, the one person they would do anything for, is better then any other person in the world; not to be boastful to anyone who happens to read my entry, but I truly believe that unless your best friend is anything like mine you are sadly mistaken. 

If your best friend will buy gold fish anytime a tear streaks down your face, if your best friend will drive and bring cookies to your school simply because you feel bummed about failing a test, and if your best friend is truly the nicest person in the world, then you are lucky, because your best friend is some of the many small and wonderful attributes that make up mine.

There are few people in the world who a person can entrust anything on. People who can be counted on to help through the good and the bad no matter what the situation is. People like these are hard to find, in a world filled with so much hate, crime, and darkness, but they are there. For anyone who has met Kaitlyn, within an hour, they know she is one of these few. 

As kind hearted as a person can get, within the first minute I met Kaitlyn, I already felt as if I new her for years. Despite the age difference, and the fact that she is in college while I am merely a junior in high school, I have always felt welcome and so has anyone else who has crossed her path. 

If by the end of all these words, the image of your best friend still hold true to be wonderful in your mind, then I am happy, because anyone who is as great as Kaitlyn Genest is definitely someone I would like to meet

Prom

Cole Paulin
Mrs. Durkee
AP Language and Composition
10 March 2019

 
Many schools will have a junior prom and a senior ball at the end of the school year. TA needs to start doing the same thing. Junior year is a rigorous year and a prom at the end of it could act as a well deserved reward. Another reason is that having two major dances will ensure that nobody misses out on a milestone such as Prom.

 
Thornton Academy juniors deserve to have an end of the year dance that perfectly caps off an important year. As a junior, I can firmly attest that junior year is by far the most grueling and the most intense. For many students, how their junior year pans out could decide where they go to college, which could dictate the rest of their lives. SATs, colleges, and grades become an ever present intimidating evil in the eyes of every college hopeful. With all the hard work being put in and the pressure they deal with, it would be courteous of Thornton to reward their students. The best way for TA to treat their hard working juniors is to throw them a prom.

 
Two major dances would ensure that early graduates and vacationers will be able to attend at least one dance. If a student is a go-getter and decides to graduate early, they may never get to experience prom. With the amount of importance many people place on prom, it would be a shame for someone to miss out because they wanted a jump start on their future. On the same note, what if a student was on vacation or fell extremely ill. Life blocks such as those should not dictate whether someone can go to prom or not. TA needs to have two major dances to make sure that all students get to experience prom.

 
Many schools around the country are already taking advantage of these benefits, and TA needs to do the same. Having a Junior Prom and a Senior Ball is the way to go.

Experiment on Something Else!

     It should be forbidden to use species of animals for research purposes and cruel experiments. 

     Animal testing is cruel and inhumane.  For example, animals used in experiments are commonly subjected to force feeding and inhalation, long periods of physical restraint, as well as food and water deprivation, burns, wounds, and more pain, and killing by carbon dioxide asphyxiation, neck-breaking, decapitation, etc.  Humans would not normally treat other humans like this, so they should not treat animals like this to benefit themselves. 

     Alternative testing methods now exist that can replace the need for animals.  For example, in vitro tests ate tests done in glass dishes, such as studying cell cultures in a petri dish, can produce more relevant results than animal testing because human cells can be used.  Animals should not what humans rely on to test their products out on to make sure that they are safe before using them. Humans should try their own products on themselves in a not so harmful way using human skin cells in a Petri dish or another alternative to animal testing because products can still react differently on animals compared to actual human skin or in the human body. 

     Most experiments involving animals are flawed, wasting the lives of the animal subjects.  For example, since the majority of animals used in biomedical research are killed during or after the experiments, and since many suffer during the studies, the lives and wellbeing of animals are routinely sacrificed for research that is poor due to incorrect interpretation of data, unnoticed technical issues, absent control groups, selective data reporting, varying and/or inadequate software systems, and fraud.  The loss of the tens of thousands of animal’s lives do not make the testing worth it, especially, when the lives of many of the animals are wasted as experiments often go wrong. 

     In conclusion, there are alternatives to animal testing and therefore, it should be banned as it is cruel, inhumane, and wasteful.  

– Isabella Dube409CAFC3-AF69-496C-A201-5409324C5562

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