Just Some Thinkin’

My favorite pen is running out and I’m kind of bummed about it. It’s a really nice pen the writes smooth and has a very fine rip, but it won’t last for much longer, and that makes me sad.

My planner looks very neat, nice and organized, even though it has both purple and blue ink, which you would think would look messy, but it actually doesn’t look too bad.

No one ever comes to the library for tutoring, and it feels like a waste of my time. Oh well.

My cutout of Kevin Bacon looks very nice against the coral color of my phone. I’m glad he’s there. It’s silly, but funny, and I like him a lot.

My whole body aches. I’m also very tired. I’ve been working really hard and haven’t given myself much of a break. I should probably do that. Maybe tomorrow.

I’m over school. What I really want to do is go to the beach for a few hours and just walk on the sand with my bare feet, or maybe just sit in a friend’s car at night and talk for awhile. Instead, I have to wake up early and come here.

I’m not as nervous for my AP exams as I thought I would be, and I think that’s a good thing. The only thing I’m dreading is how early in the morning I need to be ready to go.

I keep thinking about how my favorite pen is running out and I keep getting upset about it.

My sneakers are falling apart. I should probably get new ones. They’re dirty too.

I’ve been in a weird mood lately. People have been annoying me just by being present, and I’m not sure what that’s all about.

I’ve been feeling like I’m floating, not grounded in where I am or what I’m doing. I hope it passes soon.